i will have my english exam at 3 o'clock but i don't want to study. these two days, all my brain are revising the presentation tomorrow in the afternoon. i hate presentation because it must prepare for a long time, cannot present extemporize and you got nothing in it. i want to have some fun, like reading amusement novels, playing computer games. but i should read these book︰朱執信與中革命、胡適文存、朱銘、史記博議、近代中國史綱……which make me feel what a drying life i have. i like to read these if that are not exam or someone push for me. reading is funny. i haven't buy amusement novels for a long time, after harry potter. on one side, i thought i have read too much these kind of unusful books in the past, it make me misunderstand a lot of noun and knowlage on learning. on the other side, i realy want to read them to have fun and back to the time i even enjoyed. how can i balance them?